One week from today--10:30am!!!! I'm nervous and a little scared, but hopefully it will mean they'll fix this and I can go back to living my life. These last 2+ years have been hell...I can't go out to a restaurant without fear I'll either have to run to the bathroom to throw up, or God forbid, don't make it to the bathroom. I'm afraid to eat, since I know eating means pain, but how do you avoid it this time of year? I have to truly plan my entire day, since once I take the pain medication, I can't drive (Not sure how safe that is since, its like being drunk on alcohol)...so something as simple as going to the grocery store has to be well planned out in advance....meaning I can't eat until I am done with whatever is planned, since once I do the pain meds are a necessity....no spontaneity for me these days. All I want for Christmas this year is to have this surgery work. Unfortunately, there are no guarantees and the doctor isn't sure this will help...so please, say some prayers for me.
May you have a blessed and merry Christmas (or holiday season, if you believe something else).
I'll update after the New Year.
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